I Feel

You know it's hurt? For sure
No one cares with me
No one ask about me
No one is looking for me
No one know how my feeling
It's painful isn't it?

I was afraid to be alone in this world.
I was very afraid of being alone.
I am very sad because no one cared about me.
I hope one day someone can see what it is.
I hope God destine me to someone who saw me with what it is.

I envy saw, read, and imagine the stories in novels and comics. As well as reality.
When I feel happy all of a sudden it hit me because I just ignored.
That's when I feel alone, always alone.
Pleasure to me only temporary. Really sad isn't it?

I've always tried to be brave. no matter if anyone was watching me or not.
And apparently no one noticed me.
It really hurt.
This heart hurts when I remember no one noticed.

One thing that makes me wake up. I have a God (Allah) who every day to keep me.
Therefore also I can still be thankful for what god has given me every second.
Although I was alone, lonely, but I must remain grateful, worship, and smiled. :)

By: Setyanka Harviana P.