My Journal: 2011

Sabtu, 17 Desember 2011

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Anyone can you tell me who sing this song? I can't find on google.

When it snows outside on this winter night
I'm looking for a trace of you
I'll never forget the time that we've met
The winter when we fell in love

I know it wasn't our time
we had to go our separate ways
You don't know that silently I
was crying out for you to stay

The years come and go but I'm still alone
My tears like snowflakes falling without a sound
I wish I was with you now

When it snows outside on this winter night
I'm looking for a trace of you
I'll never forget the time that we've met
Catching us in the snow

When it snows outside on this winter night
I'm looking for a trace of you
I'll never forget the time that we've met
The winter when we fell in love

Your name frozen on my lips
Icesicles pierce in my heart
Now I wait and send out my wish
To find out wherever you are

The years come and go, but I'm still alone
My tears like snowflakes falling without a sound
I wish I was with you now

When it snows outside on this winter night
I'm looking for a trace of you
I'll never forget the time that we've met
Catching us in the snow

When it snows outside on this winter night
I'm looking for a trace of you
I'll never forget the time that we've met
The winter when we fell in love

There's nothing more than I would want
Than to feel the warm embrace of your love
But I have faith in the promise that you've made
And in the frosted window I,
I'll see your trace

When it snows outside on this winter night
I'm looking for a trace of you
I'll never forget the time that we've met
Catching us in the snow

When it snows outside on this winter night
I'm looking for a trace of you
I'll never forget the time that we've met
The winter when we fell in love

Selasa, 13 Desember 2011

SMTOWN - Santa U Are The One

So handsome, cute, and nice Choi Minho & Co Kyuhyun♥ And of course others as well^^

Unimportant

My daddy was calling: "Hi, you at home?"

Me: "Ya, I still at home since a dozen years ago."

Dad: "there anyone at home with you?"

Me: "Of course."

Dad: "Who is that?!!!!!!!!!"

Me: "My husband Minho."

Dad: "What your husband?!!!"

Me: "Yes, future."

Dad: "What the... He's a Korean man. May not know each other."

Me: "Shut up your mouth!" (In my heart / talking to myself). "Oh cmon dad..."

It's true story!

NB: ini conv. gue sama bokap gue asli-___-

Difficult To Be a Kpopers

Menjadi kpopers itu sungguh sulit. Butuh modal yang banyak, kaya, internet, informasi yang kuat, dan mental.
Kenapa modal/uang yang banyak? Karena kalau mau beli kpop stuff, album harganya ga murah! Mahaal. T^T
Internet dan informasi yang kuat? Karena kpop idol sangat banyak maka dibutuhkan informasih kuat tiap detiknya dan pastinya dengan menggunakan internet.
Satu ini yang buat gue sering depresi sendiri. MENTAL!
M= Make happy
E= Emosional
N= Nervous Ini semua sungguh ga nyambung T.Tv
T= Temperamental
A= Anger
L= Love our Idol

Mental yang bikin gue geregetan. Disaat bias (Idol) gue Choi Minho & Cho Kyuhyun sedang dekat atau seseorang siap-siap cemburu, iri sangat! Karena gue ga bisa ketemu mereka:( Apalagi gue cukup kere(?) Iri kalau ada orang Indonesia bertemu dan menonton konser mereka baik di dalam negeri atau luar negeri. IRI GAK TUH?!!!!!!! Gue yang bener2 hampir nangis saat artis Indonesia kita yang cantik dan hebat ini Agnes Monica diwawancara dan dibelakangnya ada KYUHYUN?!!!!!!!!!! Langsung gue nyesek banget. Gimana kalo itu Minho? Pingsan........ #lebay. Tapi serius ga segampang yang kalian kira menjadi kpopers itu. Kita harus mempunyai mental yang kuat!

Gue harap suatu saat gue bisa bertemu dan foto bareng mereka. (ngayal banget) Do'ain kawan. :"

Saya Merasa

Kau tahu sakit hati? Pasti
Tidak ada seorang pun yang peduli dengan ku
Tidak ada seorang pun menanyakan tentang ku
Tidak ada seorang pun yang mencari ku
Ini sungguh menyakitkan bukan?

Aku takut sendirian di dunia ini.
Aku sangat takut sendirian.
Aku sangat sedih karena tidak ada yang peduli padaku.
Aku berharap suatu saat ada seseorang yang melihatku apa adanya.
Aku berharap Tuhan (Allah) mentakdirkan ku untuk seseorang yang melihat aku dengan apa adanya.

Aku iri melihat, membaca, membayangkan kisah-kisah cerita dalam novel dan komik. Serta realitas (kenyataan).
Ketika aku merasa senang tiba-tiba saya tersadar tenyata saya diabaikan.
Saat itulah aku merasa sendirian, selalu sendirian.
Aku hanya senang sesaat. Sangat menyedihkan bukan?

Aku selalu berusaha tegar (kuat). Tidak peduli apakah ada yang peduli atau tidak dengan ku.
Dan ternyata tidak ada yang peduli dengan ku.
Ini benar-benar menyakitkan.
Hati ini sakit ketika aku ingat tidak ada yang memperhatikan/memperdulikanku.

Satu hal yang membuatku tersadar. Kalau aku punya Tuhan (Allah) yang selalu menjaga aku.
Oleh karena itu aku masih bisa bersyukur atas apa yang diberikan Tuhan padaku setiap detiknya.
Meskipun saya merasa sendirian, kesepian, tapi aku harus tetap bersyukur, ibadah, dan tersenyum. :)

Oleh: Setyanka Harviana P.

I Feel

You know it's hurt? For sure
No one cares with me
No one ask about me
No one is looking for me
No one know how my feeling
It's painful isn't it?

I was afraid to be alone in this world.
I was very afraid of being alone.
I am very sad because no one cared about me.
I hope one day someone can see what it is.
I hope God destine me to someone who saw me with what it is.

I envy saw, read, and imagine the stories in novels and comics. As well as reality.
When I feel happy all of a sudden it hit me because I just ignored.
That's when I feel alone, always alone.
Pleasure to me only temporary. Really sad isn't it?

I've always tried to be brave. no matter if anyone was watching me or not.
And apparently no one noticed me.
It really hurt.
This heart hurts when I remember no one noticed.

One thing that makes me wake up. I have a God (Allah) who every day to keep me.
Therefore also I can still be thankful for what god has given me every second.
Although I was alone, lonely, but I must remain grateful, worship, and smiled. :)

By: Setyanka Harviana P.

Minggu, 11 Desember 2011

Badmood.

Aaaah gue kesel banget! Kehabisan tabloid edisi yang gue incer, tadi ke gramedia kehabisan buku SHINee, novel yg gue mau beli belum dirilis BETEE!!! Terus gue udah tenangan gara2 ketemu calender korea. Ada minho lagi!!!!!! Langsung gue ambil, pas dibayar katanya ini bonus majalah!! Jelas2 ga ada tulisan merk majalahnya dan ga ditulis "tidak untuk dijual" tapi "untuk seluruh indonesia" berarti bukan bonus kan?!!!!!! Bete! akhirnya katanya ga bisa dibeli. :( yang bikin makin ngeselinnya itu pas keluar dari gramedia ada toko yang lagi nyetel lagu Ring Ding Dong! Ya Tuhan sabar banget gue itu cobaan banget. Kesel ga bisa ngapa2in. Buruk. buruk buruk banget hari ini! :(

Sabtu, 10 Desember 2011

no one miss me

SHINee The First Album

SHINee The First Album!!!!!!!!!!! OMGGGGGGGGG can't I have this album :( That's so expensive :'(

Don't worry! The most important thing I can listen to the song, although not so satisfactory u,u

Their songs are very nice and there are new versions of the songs that already exist for example hmm.... Amigo, SHINee World._. Although it initially sounds strange because it was familiar with the old version, but over time also good song :)

Selasa, 06 Desember 2011

Super Junior - Snow White

Hey Snow White is Super Junior new song! Yes "Snow White" Yaaaa! Snow White is me!!! >O<

Super Junior - Snow White mp3

Sabtu, 03 Desember 2011

HyunA & Hyunseung - Trouble Maker

CHOI MINHO SARANGHAE♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOI MINHO SARANGHAE♥

UAS1

Lohaaaa~ Tanggal 5 Desember 2011 gue & teman-teman akan menghadapi Ujian Akhir Semester1 (UAS1). Jadi tolong do'ain yaa khususnya do'ain gue yang keren, kece ini. B-)

Do'ain biar dapet nilai bagus-bagus & peringkatnya juga... Soalnya udah kelas 9 (3SMP) niiiih. Lulus SMP dengan Nem tinggi & diterima SMA yang gue inginkan. AMIN. O:)

Bismillah ya Allah semoga dapet hasil yang bagus. Amin. O:)

9-12-11 Happy Birthday Choi Minho♥

09-Desember-2011
•Minho suamikuuuu, laki-laki terganteng nurut gueeee. Tanggal 9 Desember dia ulang tahun. Tapi tahun 2011 ini gue udah kelas 9 (3 SMP) yang saat ini akan menghadapi Ujian Akhir Semester (UAS). Dan suami gue Minho ulang tahun pada hari terakhir UAS (Jum'at). Sorry beb gue ga bisa ngucapin tepat saat itu. Gue bisanya sekarang.

Happy birthday Minho my husband :* I hope I can meet you someday... Introducing with you someday.... Can hug you someday.... Or maybe only in my dream. :(

Gue cuma bisa do'ain apa yang terbaik untuk Minho.... Jangan lupa do'ain gue juga! Happy Birthday Minho (:(

SARANGHAE CHOI MINHO♥